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Leo Full Moon Reading: Nine of Keys

2/12/2025

Deer Sweet One,

Have you contemplated making a significant change but putting it off because you want a guarantee that everything will work out in your favor? Have you been making smaller shifts here, hoping to appease the Gawds of Change? Have you fantasized about what’s waiting for you on the other side of change?

First, lemme tell you that significant changes are not synonymous with burning everything to the ground or earth-shattering revelations. However, they can be (I’ve burned my share of shit to the ground more times than I wanted to). Significant changes include sharing how you really feel (aka being vulnerable), establishing a boundary, or asking for help. It can be prioritizing rest even when people are texting and asking if you’re available to support them. It’s letting go of a problem you can’t figure out and trusting that other people can come up with a solution, too. It’s responding with a No, Yes, or I don’t know. These seemingly small changes can bloom into revolutions, waves of change that alter your life and the lives of others because we're all connected.

I pulled the Nine of Keys for this full moon in Leo. This card affirms that the changes you are making and planning will work out in your favor. If you need this kind of sign before making a decision, THIS IS IT. But you gotta work for it by trusting the signs and internal nudges ushering you along. And you can trust because the Femmeivers knows and loves you and would never lead you astray.

The Nine of Keys represents the inevitability of facing something that feels unfair -- insurmountable, like it could end you -- and blessings rather than strife. This is the lesson and promise of confronting the hoop on fire. The card takes us to the circus, beneath a yellow and orange striped tent, showcasing a brave soul wearing a yellow bodysuit and a matching yellow cap covering their head. The brave soul is mid-air, halfway through a hoop on fire, with their arms tucked behind them like the wings of a diving bird. They seem to have leaped from a small diving board-like platform, aiming for another similar small and narrow platform. ALL WITH CLOSED EYES. This is the secret to their success. Without relying on their physical eyes, they are choosing to trust that their body, mind, and spirit will get them exactly where they wanna be.

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In January 2006, I attended a heart-focused workshop with my Cancer bestie. During a group meditation intended to help us commune with our hearts, my mind slowed enough to receive my heart’s message, and three words rose and broke through the barrier that keeps my unconscious and conscious thoughts compartmentalized. “I’m not happy.” I lost my breath. I knew what those three words were referring to, and they pierced through every layer of armor I had carefully constructed over the past five years. They were referring to my five-year relationship with my baby kiddo’s dad. I’m gonna call him the Bird.

I met the Bird a year after I graduated high school. I worked at a dry cleaner, and he worked across the street at a coffee shop. He wooed me with free coffee and a smile, and I called him my coffee boyfriend in secret. To avoid getting off track, let’s skip forward a couple of years to the summer of 2004, when we decided to get married. We were hanging out at the mall (probably stoned) when he said, “Come here,” took my hand, and ushered us through the clear doors of a jewelry store. I had never been in one before, and scenes from movies flashed through my mind as I surveyed the array of shiny, glittery adornments through the glass countertops. We meandered silently, still holding hands, until I found my way to the amethyst section of the store.

“Do you want to try anything on?” the salesperson asked with a sweet smile, looking at me. I looked at the Bird, and he smiled, too.

“Yes,” I said, avoiding eye contact. Can I look at that one?” I pointed at a ring with a heart-shaped amethyst and a white gold band. It fit my left ring finger perfectly, and I felt giddy as I moved my hand slightly from side to side, admiring it.

“If I bought it for you, would you wear it?” the Bird asked with an emotion I hadn’t sensed before. He looked kind of scared and sweaty. “Let’s go talk outside.” I took the ring off and followed the Bird.

Outside the store, as we sat on a wooden bench, the Bird’s tone became serious. “I asked if you’d wear the ring because it wouldn’t be just a ring…I wanna marry you.” Was this a proposal? We hadn’t discussed marriage before, but I knew I loved and wanted to be with him, and he cared for me. He had a good heart and loved his mom. I quickly flipped through a list of things I didn’t like – angry outbursts, questionable behavior, super stoner status, didn’t like my friends – but the good outweighed the bad. So, I said yes, and off he went to buy my heart-shaped amethyst engagement ring.

While he was inside buying a token of our future, I was assessing the commitment I was making, and I decided marriage meant I would never leave him again. Never. Ever. No matter what.

In the years between our coffee courtship and me sitting alone on that wooden bench at the mall where the Bird just proposed, our relationship was on again and off again. Months were marked with hurt, regret, and distance, but we got back together every time. And as the one who did the breaking up, I carried a lot of guilt, and though he said he forgave me, there were emotional scars that didn’t seem to heal. I hoped that saying yes and getting married would erase the unspoken disappointment and resentment. I wanted to prove that he could trust me to stick with him, no matter what. I wanted to devote my life to love, to loving him, to being happy, to creating a home opposite to the one I grew up in. I wanted him to love me forever.

Fast forward to February of 2006, at the weekend workshop with my Cancer bestie, and my heart confessed that I was not happy. Naturally, I started crying. How could this be true? I was engaged! We already had a baby! And she wasn’t even a year old! We were planning to get married in his mom’s backyard! I had a heart-shaped amethyst engagement ring and a wedding (?) ring with more amethyst and opals!

But my heart wasn’t lying. I wasn’t happy.

After my life-altering, soul-crushing, blow-my-life outta-the-water realization, I had to sit throughout the rest of the group exercise and listen to everyone share their epiphanies of the heart. I was livid because nobody wanted to share about how their hearts wanted them to break a forever promise. Instead, they proclaimed things like “My heart wants me to run!” and “My heart wants to go on a hot air balloon ride!”

“I can’t leave him,” I cried into my Cancer bestie’s neck while she held me. “I promised not to do it again.”

“You don’t have to,” she said calmly. “Just feel your feelings.”

“But I don’t waaaant toooooo,” I told her as I tried to muffle my sobs.

“I know, but that’s all there is to do,” I heard her say as she rubbed my back.

“What if I never stop crying?” I asked, peeling myself out of our hug.

“That’s ok!” she assured me.

I cried through the rest of the workshop exercises. I cried as we walked to the car, drove to the grocery store, and through the aisles as she looked for snacks because there was no way I could eat a whole meal.

It was strange to trust that all I had to do was feel my feelings – the disappointment in myself and the Bird; the grief of failing to be a family where my baby kiddo’s parents lived together harmoniously and happily; the fear of what would happen to me and baby-kiddo if I did leave the Bird because how would I take care of us? Was the unhappiness my heart spoke of so unbearable that I had to leave? Would the Bird want to share custody of the baby kiddo? How did custody work if we weren’t officially married? Would the Bird keep us on his insurance? What would I tell people – my parents? The Bird’s parents? I was heavy with shame. How could this happen? Why did I have to be the one to leave again?

But Cancer bestie was right. I didn’t need to worry about figuring anything out. Within a month, the Bird left me. The day the Bird flew the coop, baby-kiddo cried all day. I held her and bounced her on my hip, tuned on Cars, and brought out her little castle to play with, but nothing soothed her longer than a few minutes. When the Bird got home from work, he picked up baby kiddo, and she stopped crying.
I don’t know where the words came from, but they flew out of my mouth. “What does she know that I don’t know?”

“I’m leaving,” the Bird replied with a steady voice.

I looked at him with disbelief as my tears started falling. What? Why? He already had a plan? WHAT THE FUCK?!? My sobs bubbled up from my broken heart, and I let them flow. I was bewildered. What had gone so wrong? What did I do? He doesn’t love me anymore? I collapsed upright onto the bed his mom bought us and trapped any howls in my throat because it was too vulnerable to show that kind of pain. I didn’t want to scare baby kiddo either. Five minutes into my meltdown, my head cleared as I remembered what my heart had told me, and I realized this was the answer to my prayer.

“Ok. I trust that you’re doing what’s best for you and that it’s best for me and [baby kiddo],” I said calmly with a deep sigh.

“That’s it? You’re not gonna scream at me?” he asked, his blue eyes wide with uncertainty.

“No. I trust this.” I was surprised, too, but rather than analyze it, I just coasted on peace that seemed to come out of nowhere. Since then, I’ve learned that the peace I felt directly resulted from choosing to accept what was happening and surrender rather than fight.

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This is a Nine of Keys story. I have so many, and you probably do, too. I hope mine reminds you of the blessings made available once you choose to dive into the unknown without proof or a guarantee that you won’t regret it. I wanna remind you that the Femmeiverse knows your name, your heart, and your desires and will take you to the front door of the life you deserve. If surrender. (You can totes get to that door without surrender, but it’s gonna hurt more than it needs to.) Take that leap. Let yourself fall. Trust that unimaginably good things are happening to you and for you. Say goodbye to this cycle of lessons. You are entering the realm of unimaginably good things.

xo
Violet

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PISCES NEW MOON READING 2022

3/7/2022

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Solstice Reading: December 2020

12/19/2020

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Deer Magic Heart,
The Conductor, Eight of Feathers, & Two of Feathers, from the Collective Tarot, are showing up as messengers of what to expect for this Solstice....Get ready to receive clarity & guidance from the Femmeiverse while listening to & reading my interpretation!

Book a private reading with me here for more details on where your path is leading you to next.

Everything is happening for your highest good & truest heart.

xo
Dacia

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2019: Love Will Make the Impossible Possible

1/16/2019

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Deer Sweet One Wherever You Are,
I feel like I’ve been spending this whole month / year, all 16 days, figuring out what the fuck “Love Will Make the Impossible Possible” means. I’m currently writing you from the “Everything Sucks” phase. I’m calling everything into question (again), & I am not being very kind. I’m also realizing that I’ve veered off path (or so it seems) & into the weeds of Self Doubt. Do you ever tread this path, too?

My sleep isn’t restful, & I often only want it so I can stop feeling, & then I’m up & down all night. Really bad allergies aren’t helping me either. I can’t help but wonder if my asthma getting bad right now isn’t all allergies, that it might be connected to grief bubbling back up. After a lot of crying, I’m accepting that I’m feeling a big wave sadness right now, & that's just how it is until it's not. I’m surprised at how well I can ignore what’s going on inside of me, but when I put the pieces together, I can recognize how these deep grief feels are trying to get me to do something different.

I was really hoping that working harder would be the answer, but it rarely is. & if I’m being honest with myself, in those moments I completely let go, “I’m so tired,” are the words that slip out of my mouth. I’m afraid to admit this, because there is a big part of me that believes I’m not allowed to be tired, that I won’t survive if I “stop working,” & frankly, that I don’t fucking deserve taking any kind of break. Or that I have to breakdown to take a breath, to take a break. This is such a deep belief, I don’t even wanna write about it right now.

This morning, on my way here to my favorite coffee shop (it’s the only one I’ve been to more than once, but I usually know right away when I like something), I got into the car & heard a song that really popped out to me. Heart Shaped Box reminded me of a femme friend I’ve been thinking about for days, so I decided to make a lil 20 second video & text it to her. This opened up a whole treasure trove of feels that I’ve been praying for: hope, faith, love, connection. She is the embodiment of love that makes the impossible possible.

I came out & grew up quite a bit in a super white city that is super conservative. The queer community there reflects these stark truths, & I spent too much time with people who knew nothing about how to love or care or protect me. Perhaps this is also because I was learning this for myself at the same time. Even now I find myself wanting to make excuses for them, & that’s also true of me when it comes to family. Amidst my personal world of chaos arose this blessed femme & her whole family.

This morning’s text / video exchange reminded me of all the times we stayed up so late, chatting & crying, snacking & swooning. I leaned on her when I felt broken, especially heartbroken, & she never wavered in telling me that I deserved everything & more. Her heart is magnificent has kept me alive on more than one occasion, & I'm living the life we were dreaming up for me--love, safety, a partner who could hold their own & even inspire me, a home of my own, & all kinds of things still in seed form. Good love is everything.

This is the kind of love I’ve been in pursuit of my whole life. I’ve broken down so many walls inside of me so this kind of love has room to grow. I work hard at grieving & staying soft so I can understand what it’s telling me when I pose questions. This is the kinda love that makes me, & the life that I have, possible. It’s not easy, but that’s not what I signed up for. I signed up for a life that loves me back, even if that love confounds me & I gotta break curses to let it in.

I hope for you faith that can reach you wherever you are, love that speaks the language of your ancestral self, & safety to explore your deepest desires. Today, right now, I’m hoping this for myself, too.

All my love,
Dacia

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I'd really love to collectively receive $50-$100 for the healing work channeled for this offering. Please support femme labor & practice reciprocity by contributing through Venmo, Cash App, or Paypal (only if necessary, like if you're in Canada, cuz PP fucks over sex workers). You can also book your own readings here! Your support means I can do things like pay bills, buy food, & even take myself to the movies! & I don't wanna come off as rude, but if you think / assume "somebody else" is taking care of this community invoice, you're wrong. My average so far is about $15 per post, & nothing was sent for the one I wrote last. Not trying to be fucked up or entitled, just naming a thing.

Thanks so much for witnessing, loving, & growing!
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#1: THE THEME FOR 2019

All that love you gave to yourself this past year in 2018 is coming back to you in 2019! It wasn’t always easy to love yourself through & with your broken heart, but you did it anyways. This was so important because it allowed love to flow into the deep crevices of you that hadn’t been able to feel your own powerful love yet. That’s partly why you had to hurt so deeply, & I’m sorry it hurt so much.

The LOVERS card is a sign that deep shifts have occurred, & now all paths before you are laden with love. This is no coincidence, it is the result of transforming your relationship with yourself, raising your standards, & allowing yourself to want more good things. Your heart is becoming the compass you've been in need of.

#2: WHAT DO I NEED TO LET GO OF?

Let go of the way plans fall apart sometimes. CHANCE is here to remind you to stay focused on the simple truth that you will not always be privy to what the Femmeiverse has in store for you! Often this is the case because of a little thing called self sabotage, so rather than opening you up to that, your guides & ancestors only give you enough info to do the next thing.

Try as you might to predict where you’re gonna end up, it will be in vain. My advice is to take it as it comes, follow your intuition, & trust that some seriously magical fucking beings know exactly what you want & how you want it & are doing their best to make shit happen for you. If anything, pray for willingness, for openness, & for signs that you really are on the right path before your doubt takes the wheel & steers you off course. This wheel of fortune is spinning in your favor, don’t be afraid to take a chance & bet on you!

#3: THE CHALLENGE

The challenge for the coming year involves the ACCOUNTABILITY card, which promises that your life will be brought back into harmony. It often indicates that you will regain something you lost, & it hurt you. A lot. You even tried to make it right, to get justice for yourself, but in the end you had to make due with circumstances that felt fucked up & unfair. Magic heart, I know this was hard, & I have survived such things, too. We all do.

There’s a thing called Divine Justice that overrides whatever it is we think is justice. It isn’t punitive & often takes time because what it does it create healing for everyone involved & keeps you at a safe distance. When injustices come back into balance it can get messy, & you don’t need that to deal with on top of everything else. Don’t worry about how this will happen, just trust that the Femmeiverse knows what you need & can make miracles happen. Be prepared to shed old skins & beliefs.

#4: HOW TO DEAL WITH THE CHALLENGE

MENTOR of BONES is here to show you how to deal with the challenge posed by ACCOUNTABILITY. This is confirmation that this process will be very challenging & that you are not gonna be the same when it’s over. You’re gonna meet parts of you that you thought were dead, parts of you that you’re gonna have to usher into death, & everything in between. If there are things you were gonna deal with “later,” know that the time has come.

The Femmeiverse wants you to know that although this is very challenging, if done with earnestness & willingness to surrender to this painful process, you will not have to do it again. This does not mean your shit won’t come up again, it just means that if & when it does, your relationship to it will be so deeply transformed that it won’t hurt like it does now. Your guides & ancestors are by your side, ready to do bidding on your behalf, so don’t hesitate to ask them for any & everything--support, guidance, a moment to breathe, clarity, unconditional love. They know this is no easy ask, to bring you a journey involving the MENTOR of BONES, so they wanna support you however you will let them. That’s the secret, deer one. You gotta ask them.

#6: THE BLESSINGS

This is the year where your impossible becomes possible, so let your dreams take whatever shape they want to take! The STAR card is here to let you know that your guides & ancestors are filling you up with all the magic, love, nurturing energy you can possibly receive. The hands on this card belong to them, & they are pouring all the ingredients you need to make your secret dreams come true. Some of the ingredients will arrive pretty raw, & the process involving the LOVERS, CHANCE, ACCOUNTABILITY, & MENTOR of BOTTLES are intended to help you refine said raw ingredients. There will be less breaking you down & more putting you back together, which is why keeping a clear vision of your dreams is so important.

I am so relieved that this card showed up in the position of blessings. I don’t know about you, but I need this. I need to believe that grief & exhaustion are not my natural state of being, & that my effort to sit with my feelings so they can transform into something else really will pay off at some point. The STAR card is confirmation that this is true, kinda like a promise. No matter how deep into your own self you go, & no matter what you find there, remember that the STAR card foretold bountiful blessings, magical miracles, a full cup, & all the ancestral support you could ever want. That’s another thing about this card, make sure you ask your guides & ancestors for their help. They respect your free will & won’t impede, so grant them permission to color your days from the beginning, then follow their lead by following your intuition. You are so loved, sweet one. You are already here because of so many miracles, proof that their promises do come true.

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Dev Ocean is a Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon, Aquarius Rising who's been reading tarot for the past 10+ years. She uses the Collective Tarot to channel messages from your guides & ancestors. Tarot readings happen over the phone or internet, & can bring you the comfort & clarity you need to heal.

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Week of Dreams & Destinations: December 16-22

12/9/2018

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Deer Magic Heart,
I skipped last week's reading due to a side project that took me over. Do you ever do that? Think about something so long & deep that all you want to do is surrender to it? On a whim, I asked folks through my insta stories (on instagram) if they would be interested in a package of one card readings throughout 2019, with rates offered on a sliding scale. To my surprise & delight, enough people said yes that it got my wheels turning! While spending days hatching this plan, creating the web page (which always takes way longer than I think it will), & setting up logistics the best I know how, I came up with Dream Team 2019!

The Dream Team is a powerful combination of forces comprised of you, your sprit guides & ancestors, & my tarot readings, & there are three sliding scale tarot reading packages to choose from:

Monthly Meetups, (12) one card readings sent directly to you each month, starting January 2019.
Quarterly Convos, (4) Past, Present, & Future readings (three cards per reading) that will be sent each Solstice / Equinox, starting this December & into 2019 (March, June, & September).
Year of Your Creation: Both Monthly Meetups & Quarterly Convos!

They each come in a written or video format, with added bonuses you can read all about here! This exclusive offer is only available to 24 clients, & its first come first serve, so claim your spot asap. Dream Team 2019 is an exciting new format designed to work more closely & consistently together to strengthen your relationship with yourself, your guides & ancestors, & the Femmeiverse so you feel confident in pursuing your desires! I hope you consider signing up for a tarot package, you absolutely deserve it, deer one.

May you receive all the blessings & reprieves & unexpected gifts of grace this week! You are so loved.

xo
Dacia

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I’d really love to collectively receive $50-$100 for the healing work channeled for this offering. Last week, for the first time, I met my goal, which is such a blessing! In the past I've received as little as $0-$15 per week, which is just disrespectful of me & my labor. Not trying to be fucked up or entitled, just totally naming a thing.  You can support femme labor & practice reciprocity by contributing through Venmo, Squarecash, or Paypal (only if necessary, like if you're in Canada, cuz PP fucks over sex workers) . You can also book your own readings here, or buy my limited edition Dream Team 2019 tarot packages here!

Your support means I can do things like pay bills, buy food, & even take myself to the movies! This month I'm working extra hard to make enough extra money to go to a writing conference near me where I can take a workshop with a queer native author I've loved from afar for years!

Thanks so much for witnessing, loving, & growing!
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SPIRIT:

theme of the week, influencing all elements.

Do you believe in time travel? I do, & so does TEN of FEATHERS. The Femmeiverse wants you to spend time this week acting as if you deliberately traveled back in time to this exact moment because there is a clue or detail that you missed the first time you were here. Basically you ignored a hunch, a feeling that something wasn’t quite right. I understand how that happens in the name of efficiency, or exhaustion, or cuz you were distracted, or you simply wanted more substantial “proof” (there are so many reasons we don’t allow ourselves to slow down when the signs say otherwise), but none of those reasons matter now. This time you are going to stop, take a few breaths, even get a good night’s rest, before you make a decision who's consequences ripple out to who knows when! This time you’re even going to give yourself permission to change directions & destinations. The only obligation you have is to yourself, to ensuring that your spirit is free.

EARTH:

taking care of yourself & your nest.

The INSTUCTOR card is here to let you know that now is the time to create something beautiful with your survival. That can be as simple as organizing & beautifying yourself, your belongings, or your living space! Sometimes when you’re surviving an onlsuaght of shit, grounding through household duties is the last thing on your mind. There’s no shame or blame from me, I often struggle with this myself, but I also love when I am invited into spaces where everything has a place. Your space can be an expression of who you are, so when the INSTRUCTOR asks you to create something beautiful when your survival, begin by bringing your critical eye home & recognizing when it is time to let some things go. The element of EARTH is also about sharing your possessions, whether you’ve earned them yourself or acquired them in some other unearned way--things like people, relationships, positions of power / esteem.

AIR:

keeping your word.

This week AIR is all about accountability with yourself. THE MAGICIAN is here to show you the way to maximize this time travel do-over is to recall all the promises you’ve made to yourself, especially when it comes to prioritizing your health & wellbeing. Maximize this time travel do-over with THE MAGICIAN in your corner! Prioritize your healing, your peace of mind, your weary spirit! This card is here to reflect all your limitless power & magic back to you, showing you that a major detail to give credence to is channeling a significant chunk of the energy you give others back to YOU. You will not be able to make it where you wanna go if your energy levels are low because you’re neglecting filling them up. You might even burn out & need another time travel do-over! Do yourself a favor & come to a full stop at some point during your day, & know that your love transforms the world simply by you existing & remembering who you are.

FIRE:

transformation & alchemy.

Honor the process of your becoming. Last week FOUR of BOTTLES urged you to tend to your roots & your wounds, & this week ARTIST of KEYS, in the position of FIRE, supports you in honoring the process of your becoming. What does that even mean? It means you gotta start living, being brave, making mistakes & recognizing the wealth of learning materials in that, naming the facts of how you fuck up without cushioning those blows with excuses. Make offerings that honor your heart & spirit through acts of service, writing letters to your future ancestral self & burn them or keep them on your altar. Your guides & ancestors are receiving your messages, prayers, & other musings so far! Don’t be shy now, keep these lines of communication open!

WATER:

intuition & connecting with others.

Lastly, you will find any remaining clues through the magic of what water has to offer. By now you’ve probably had multiple inutitive hits that feel mostly feel like OMG I knew that! Or Ohhhhhh, that’s what that was! Or even I feeeeel like maybe this lil piece of seemingly insignificant info is important so i’m just gonna carry it with me a while longer before I throw it away.... That is you digging around inside your gut, your heart, your connection to Spirit. & ACE of BOTTLES wants you to have this part of you intact when you take yourself into the outside world--wear your heart on your sleeve! Feel what you feel & share it in the moment! Trust how these new practices change you & change your course. ACE of BOTTLES also says that you are being protected by your guides & ancestors, that they’re shining brightly all around you like the lighthouse spot light drifting protectively so you know what’s coming your way. We (the Femmeiverse, your guides & ancestors including your future ancestral self, & your community) all want you to feel balanced & open & safe as you begin to explore the world again, so if you begin to feel scared or overwhelmed, remember all the new things you’re learning & how it all plays out in your favor.

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Dacia is a Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon, Aquarius Rising who's been reading tarot for the past 10+ years. She uses the Collective Tarot to channel messages from your guides & ancestors. Tarot readings happen over the phone or internet, & can bring you the comfort & clarity you need to heal.

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Week of Fight, Rest, & Hope: December 2-8

12/3/2018

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Deer Sweet One,
This year has kicked my ass. I don’t know what makes this year particularly terrible, but it feels that way. I am surviving my mother, healing terrible, painful familial shit with my kid, the most intense suicidal ideation in years, starting (& kinda hating) a new therapy & therapist, asking for more support, & remembering how much I love to write, & how fucking important it is to me.

I know you’ve been wrung out & just want a fresh start. I also know that you’ve grown more than you think you have. That you’ve performed miracles & made the impossible possible.

Here’s hoping the reading offers you fight, rest, & hope when you need it most.

xo
Dacia

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I’d really love to collectively receive $50-$100 for the healing work channeled for this offering. Please support femme labor & practice reciprocity by contributing through Venmo, Squarecash, or Paypal (only if necessary, like if you're in Canada, cuz PP fucks over sex workers) . You can also book your own readings here!  Your support means I can do things like pay bills, buy food, & even take myself to the movies! & I don't wanna come off as rude, but if you think / assume "somebody else" is taking care of this, settling up on this community invoice, you're wrong. The most I've received is
$15 one week, & nothing has come through for the past two. Not trying to be fucked up or entitled, just totally naming a thing.
Thanks so much for witnessing, loving, & growing!
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SPIRIT:

theme of the week & influences all elements.

This is the week you wake up, where you notice how you’ve been unwittingly keeping yourself in line to be milked & eaten. Those signs & gut feelings that pipe up when you’re at work, school, that community organizing meeting, when you come home--those are tugs from your future ancestral self telling you it is time to go. It is not your destiny to be picked clean by others who have been entrusted with power, & just cuz institutions or work place heirarchies or communities or family members are playing this losing game, it doesn’t mean you have to. Whenever anyone (those above mentioned & yourself included) questioned “how things work around here,” you were all fed the same li(n)es. Call it policy, call it codes of conduct, call it keeping the peace, call it whatever the fuck you want, it’s all bullshit!

Luckily, that brave bird in the upper right hand corner of SEVEN of FEATHERS is YOU getting your sweet ass outta that Trainyard Mess. “Fuck it,” you said, “Anything’s better than this.” & it’s true, a better place, a better world exists! You’ll find it. All you gotta do is believe that you can.

EARTH:

routines of pleasure & purpose.

TWO of BOTTLES wants to show you how much havoc that Trainyard Mess was creating in your life by reminding you of your divine aptitude for good shit. This card is about romancing yourself, doting on your every whim. Give in to your desire to plan your time, clearing out whole chunks of your day to do what brings you peace & clarity. Write about things that the Trainyard Mess brought up for you, write the truth & how much it sucks that you were hurt, & then rewrite the alternate ending you’ve always deserved. Recommit to your own pleasure, to what makes you smile, to integrating meals & drinks you love into your every day routine. Or maybe it’s a phone call you’ve been avoiding cuz that tape in your head on loop says everyone hates you, especially so-&-so. These are the ways you can create the world you wanna live in, the one that kept flashing through your mind every time you forced yourself to choke down the politics of the Trainyard Mess. Dive beneath the layers of stories that hurt, pull your tender self to the surface, & take a deep breath. You are here. Live like it.

AIR:

communicating with yourself.

These are affirmations to replace the Loop of Doom in your head so you can keep flying, & get where you wanna go!

I deserve to feel safe.
I am open to the many ways the Femmeiverse supports me.
I can achieve anything, especially if I’ve never done it before!
I am excited to prioritize my new boundaries.
I release any guilt I have for making choices different from the ones I love.
I trust that I am increasingly responsible & accountable with my privileges & access to resources.

Come up with more of your own & let these personalized incantations be the wind beneath your wings!

FIRE:

releasing impurities to forge a new self.

Just because you left the Trainyard Mess does not mean you are completely done with it. You’re still gonna need time to purge & heal all the shit you internalized during the time you were there, which ultimately leads you to some of your roots & their wounds. Wounds have a beauty, a magic, an intelligence that can orchestrate their own healing. They will send signs & messengers, but the stronger your denial the stronger the wake-up call needs to be, hence all the little decisions that landed you in the Trainyard Mess!

So, FOUR of BOTTLES is this week’s simple sign to follow those tender trails back to your wounds so you can clean them out & let them heal. For example, you can allow yourself to cry as much & as long as you want; spend time with mementos & other memorabilia that house feelings you “try not to think about;" pray that your heart be shown new perspectives & insights, or create a family tree that illustrates the things you’re trying to heal & ask your ancestors to help you with this mission. Whatever you do, make sure to trust the wisdom of your wounds. They wanna bring you more than pain or suffering.

WATER:

inner life / self reflection.

You, your spirit guides & ancestors, & the Femmeiverse are allowed to pick your bones clean. You are now in the sacred role of witness for yourself. APPRENTICE of BONES is beckoning you to break through your surface & seek out your bones so you can begin to understand the whole of who you are! These bones represent your beliefs about life, love, success, values, boundaries, desires, intergenerational trauma, inherited powers, etc., & one by one you’re gonna hold them, talk with them, find out if they even belong to you, grieve & mend them if they’re broken, & grow ones you’re missing. This is the only way, love. I know it is hard & it’ll take time, so be gentle. There is no rush. This is a gift only you can give yourself, so be generous.

CONNECT WITH YOUR ANCESTORS

Dacia is a Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon, Aquarius Rising who's been reading tarot for the past 10+ years. She uses the Collective Tarot to channel messages of healing, comfort, clarity, & confirmation from your guides & ancestors. Tarot readings happen over the phone or internet, so book your reading today!

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Week of You Can Do Anything: July 8-14

7/8/2018

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Deer Tender Heart,
Today is my birthday. I will officially be 35-years-old tonight at 9:54pm tonight. Right now I'm typing at the kitchen table while people I love are sleeping under the same roof. I woke up before 7am even though I went to bed way late because I just have this desire (which totes sometimes feels like anxiety tbh) to move around in the quiet tender air of alone. I like it. It can hold me, nourish me with possibility, whisper hopeful to-do lists. My thought are only interrupted with other thoughts of my own. This is such a treat.

I was trying to decide what to do today, & I played with all kinds of plans, but when I wipe everything away but myself, what I want becomes clear. I wanna go to the beach alone, maybe get my free breakfast at Denny's along the way, & pray & cry & dream with the ocean. By myself. The last time I did this was five years ago, but it wasn't on my birthday. I loved it. I love going to visit the ocean by myself. I was worried that I would talk myself out of it because I gotta finish working & writing & posting one card readings so I can rest at ease, but the more that I type this out, the more I really really want to.

I also wanna ask you for something. For my birthday can you give me some feedback? Share with me what Tarot for the People does for you? How you connect with it? Do you like it? Are there things you would change? What are some things you'd like me to write more about? I almost always feel like I am sending out these words into the internet void, I just wanna hear some things echoed back. Please help take care of me. I would really appreciate that a lot.

Love,
Dacia

♡
I’d really love to collectively receive $50-$100 for the healing work channeled for this offering. Please support femme labor & practice reciprocity by contributing through Paypal, Venmo, or Squarecash. You can also book your own readings here!  Your support means I can do things like pay bills, buy food, & pay for transportation. & it's my birthday TODAY, so if you wanna treat a femme, now is the time!
& I don't wanna come off as rude, but if you think / assume
"somebody else" is taking care of this, settling up on this
community invoice, you're wrong. The most I've received is
$15 one week, & nothing has come through for the past two. Not trying to be fucked up or entitled, just totally naming a thing.
Thanks so much for witnessing, loving, & growing!
♡

SPIRIT:

theme of the week.

There are more options than you realize.
Don’t believe it when someone tries to make you choose between a rock & a hard place & neither one interests you.
Although I push back against the notion of being “tested” by the Femmeiverse, this is a test from the Femmeiverse.
Hold onto your power so you can illuminate your path.
Holding onto your power means respecting your own boundaries, asking for what you want, making sure your needs are met, trusting that tug to leave a situation when you’re not being respected or getting pressured.

EARTH:

cycles of pleasure & indulgence.

Your most precious & powerful bottle of magic belongs to you & only you.
Your love is enough. You do not need to sacrifice everything to prove your love. EVER.
Boundaries are not only ok, they are necessary, & don’t minimize it when people disrespect them.
Just because you’re really good at living in survival mode doesn’t mean you gotta stay there. Don’t be afraid of being alone because you might actually be showing others the way through & out.

AIR:

understanding your life agreements.

You don’t need to sacrifice your own happiness, clarity, or well-being for anyone or any relationship.
You are responsible for acknowledging when the reciprocity in your relationships dries us, & taking some kind of action to either get those waters flowing again or move in another direction.
You didn’t do anything wrong. You really were getting what you wanted, what you needed, filled up to your brim. That was totally real.
I’m sorry this is so hard for you, just remember that you deserve the kind of love & care you give so freely to others. I know leaving is the last Sometimes leaving a situation that has turned sour is the only way to protect yourself from further harm.

FIRE:

purification & primal desire.

Go for it! Do the thing that scares you that you know you have to do.
When you trust more than you fear, even if it’s just for a moment, you are choosing to heal a pattern that has been holding you back.
I know fucked up shit happens, & I just want you to know that the fucked up shit you internalized as a result are lies. None of those things are true.
Your intuitive body memory is much quicker & wiser than your linear thinking process. Trust it.
Don’t underestimate yourself. Put yourself in new situations where you can try out your new skills!

WATER:

prioritizing your inner life’s well-being.

You deserve joy, passion, & stability in your life.
Nudge yourself in these directions, even when it feels difficult.
Nurture the beauty in your life so it can flourish. Start with yourself.
You are the only one with the key to unlock your heart, your potential, your creativity, your anything. Many people & life circumstances will lead you right up to it, but they will never possess the key to do it. That comes from within you.
You hold more power than you realize. You can do anything.

CONNECT WITH YOUR ANCESTORS!

I've been reading tarot for over 10 years & has developed a gentle approach that allows even the most challenging inquiries to come through with an ease & grace. To experience the healing, clarity, & comfort you deserve, book a reading today! I'm currently in Huichin / Oakland until mid July, so if you're also hanging out on Ohlone Land / in the Bay, book your in-person readings while I'm here!

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Week of Doors Open Wide: July 1-7

7/2/2018

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Deer Moonbabe,
I'm currently traveling solo, writing to your from my friend's couch, thinking a lot about what's happened in the past two years. The last time I was in Oakland in July, which is exactly where I am right now, in Oakland in July, was two years ago. I was broken open & deeply questioning whether or not I was even supposed to be reading tarot, or doing any kind of healing work, because of a heartbreaking series of events that transpired in the days leading up to my birthday. I was on an unplanned extended Summer vacay that unfolded in surprising & beautiful ways, & I can't help but feel those same pangs of What do I do next? I know enough to keep writing, keep reading, keep grieving & creating. I know that following the next thing next thing will yield results I can't even imagine right now.

I'm supposed to be here with my girlfriend & my kid, but the Femmeiverse had other plans for us. Instead of queer family roadtripping to Oakland & visiting fam in LA, we went in the direction of shipping my kid off to the grandparent's a week earlier than planned, & putting me on a plane to fly solo to puppy-sit for friends, which would leave Suze at home with Lola, puppy extraordinaire. It's what made the most "sense" considering money things, but it sucks when plans don't work out the way I thought they were gonna. I'm still recovering from PTSD brain haze, & even though I'm feeling much more like myself, I can definitely tell that I'm taking longer to do work things, & my performance is not up to my usual standard. It's ok, though. I'm dealing with a lot, & I'm open to practicing compassion towards myself.

This week's edition of Tarot for the People is late because all last week I was prepping for this trip (instead of sitting down & pulling cards & writing), working to make money for bills etc., & going to the dentist two days in a row cuz I wanted to be sure there wasn't an infection. Then there was the packing & laundry & mayhem that swirls about when leaving town. For the next few weeks I'm puppy-sitting in Oakland, lining up tarot readings, visiting friends, sleeping, & trying to follow the Femmeiverse's lead (just like the Gilmore girls theme song). I have found that the Femmeiverse knows me so much better than I do, & even when I feel outta my element.

It's my birthday on Sunday. I finally have a home. I finally have someone who loves me in ways I love myself. My kid is healing. I have boundaries with my family of origin. I'm in new therapy. I'm close to the ocean & can visit for the time being. I'm open & hopeful. I'm learning how useful & grounding routines are. I try to moisturize my skin & drink water & take my vitamins. I try to pray or at least tell the Femmeiverse thanks & love all of my Dacias. I hope the love & care I put into these weekly readings fill you up, tuck you in, feed your heart & spirit, & inspire new thoughts. Thank you for receiving what I'm sharing.

Love,
Dacia

I’d really love to collectively receive $50-$100 for the healing work channeled for this offering. Please support femme labor & practice reciprocity by contributing through Paypal, Venmo, or Squarecash. You can also book your own readings here! Your support means I can do things like pay bills, buy food, & pay for transportation. & it's my birthday in 5 days, so if you wanna treat a femme, now is the time!
Thanks so much!
♡

SPIRIT:

theme of the week.

Last week you dealt with the influence of THE TOWER, which asked you to consider taking down a beloved tower that you’ve spent time, energy, & life blood building so you could journey deeper into your own wounds for healing. EIGHT of FEATHERS is about facing what remains in the rubble of THE TOWER so you can lay your lingering ghosts to rest.

EIGHT of FEATHERS tells the story of someone who has been denying & avoiding a truth that was too hard to accept, which is totally ok because this is part of the process! But then this person became too comfortable evading, even to the degree that it became a habit, & then they got so good at it that they couldn’t figure out how to stop running, evading, denying. In a moment of clarity & humility you surrendered (yup, love, we’re talking about you) & asked the Femmeiverse, your guides & ancestors, &/or your future ancestral self for help. & they’re coming through, orchestrating all kinds of lovely restraints that keep you from turning your head away, keep you still, keep you quiet.

There is only one place left to go, tender one, & that’s deep inside your own heart & spirit. There are no coincidences, this is the brilliance of your wounds that wanna give you more than pain & a hard time. Embrace them, instead, as portals for grace.

EARTH:

sacred cycles & body memories.

It’s time to expand your emotional horizons, & you’re gonna do this by visiting those sacred forests of the unknown within your own heart, mind, & spirit. Nine is the number of completion, which tells me that you’ve been working towards this goal of transforming your relationship to your forest, whether you were aware of it or not. THE HERMIT indicates that there are probs themes of aloneness happening in your life right now, so don’t be worried if folks seem scarce, it’s actually supporting you by removing any potential distractions. You will emerge from this cycle with a stronger connection to Spirit & your ancestors, with a keen sense of truth & when someone’s trying to bullshit you, & the urge to burn it all down because you were afraid of what you’d find will give way to compassion.

AIR:

understanding how & why the world, your family,

your community operates.
.

Make sure you’re continually doing your shadow work, checking in with your intentions for why you want what you want & what you’re willing to do to get it. If you choose to ignore consequences, & denial is awfully tempting at times, you risk doing things like fucking others over to succeed, taking credit for work that is not yours, or causing harm while in survival mode. But if you slow down & take care of your whole self, especially the parts of you you want to disown, you can discover the healing & power that live there, too! Claim all of you so that you can come to terms with your actions & know you can trust yourself.

FIRE:

forging a new self / identity / rebirth.

ARTIST of BONES is all what I call the Ancestral Selfie card, & what I mean by that is that it's your job is to capture the essence of who you are, tap into it & adorn it, & share it with the world! Your ancestors have always known this part of you, & fully love you just as you are. Don’t gotta change or edit yourself in any way. My ancestors embrace my slutty, queer, brown, fat, babygirl crop top wearing self, love me when I’m trying out new lipsticks that maybe don’t match, celebrate me when I find new ways to break open with orgasms, & can’t wait to feed me all the sweet & soft things I crave in this world. & however you identify & adorn & show up in this world, your ancestors love you, too. Whatever precious version of yourself you’ve got, let shine shine shine!

WATER:

spirituality, receptivity, believing in your magic.

Cancer season is a great time to connect with the intuitive world of Spirit. ARTIST of KEYS is a sign not to doubt whether or not your prayers or offerings are received. Any time your heart is earnest, no matter your approach, Spirit will work with you. Sometimes people can get stuck on whether or not they’re “doing it right,” connecting with their guides & ancestors, but as long as you’re not being fucked up (like appropriating shit that isn’t yours), you have quite a bit of room to get creative! Set up an altar space, an area where you can put things that represent your connections with the spirit world, kinda like a portal or threshold. Imagine that it’s a place where you can commune with your guides & ancestors, like a cute hang out spot, & you wanna make them feel special & acknowledged. You can leave food (but probs don’t let it spoil), drinks, objects, flowers, crystals, personal belongings--the possibilities are endless! Show them gratitude for the blessings in your life, for the influences they shape in your favor, for keeping you safe, & for bringing people & opportunities that support your growth. The more you are open to connecting with them, the more attuned you will be to the soft ebb & flow of the Femmeiverse & feel how deeply loved you are.

CONNECT WITH YOUR ANCESTORS!

Dacia has been reading tarot for over 10 years & has developed a gentle approach that allows even the most challenging inquiries to come through with an ease & grace. To experience the healing, clarity, & comfort you deserve, book a reading today! & she's gonna be in Huichin / Oakland until mid July, so if you're also hanging out on Ohlone Land / in the Bay, book your in-person readings before she's off back to the desert!

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Week of Falling Hard for Yourself: June 24-30

6/25/2018

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CW: I'm writing / processing about mental health stuff, & mentioning DBT,
group therapy, & 12-step meetings without details. If you don't want to expose yourself to these topics, feel free to drop below to the tarot reading part.
Thanks for taking care of yourself as much as you can! xo

Deer Magic Heart,
This offering is three days late, I've got salt from fresh tears drying up on my neck, & I'm still plugging along, knowing & hoping that as long as I'm diligent, kind, & open, shit will continue working out.

I've strayed from attending my 12-step meetings this week, but I did complete phase one on my DBT group therapy. I'm crying & sleeping & eating. I figured out that I spent most of last week in a PTSD haze where basically my brain didn't work the way I'm used to. It's like I'm a little calculator that adds random numbers into the equations I'm being programmed with & I don't even know it. It's like if I push buttons for 1+1, & I'm assuming whatever number comes out with be correct, & that it'll be 2...but then it doesn't, & I don't even know it! I'm getting all different kinds of answers, anything from a subtle 1.8 to a not so subtle 20. It took me a whole fucking week to figure this out, that something wasn't right with me. & I only came to this conclusion after days of weird shit & not so random discrepancies Sometimes being crazy really sucks & feels scary.

Keeping myself grounded is a full-time endeavor, especially when I'm coming back from an intense PTSD haze. I'm working hard to remember all the things I can be grateful for when I feel like shit, not to shame myself into feeling better or anything like that, but to highlight how powerful my love is. I've loved myself back to life again & again. I've loved myself so much that I've created a life with people who love me, with clients who I can be honest with & who feel safe being honest with me, a life where my rent gets paid & home is a real fucking place where I'm really fucking safe. My willingness to breathe through heart crushing grief has paved the way for me to continue believing I still deserve love & care & consideration, no matter what happens to me.

These are the powers that I am drawing upon now as I continually face the facts about what is happening with my kiddo. I am so tender, heart broken, confused & overwhelmed, but I am not alone, & I trust that we will learn from this, too.

I'm too tired to proof read everything over & over like I usually do, so my apologies if any of this is unclear or confusing. Writing a weekly tarot offering has always been a place where I document the trials & blessings in my life, & I intend to continue this tradition. This is me, this is my heart, my blood, my pieces. Thank you for witnessing. May the Femmeiverse continue blessing us all with love, abundance, hope, & rest.

Love,
Dacia

P.S.
I'm gonna be in the Bay next week, & I'm booking in-person readings for July 5th-17th. Get yours before they fill up! Let's eat snacks, talk, & connect with your guides & ancestors to get your some healing, clarity, & confirmation about anything & everything!

SPIRIT:

theme of the week.

Woohoo the tower! The Tower’s my friend, bringing blessings and good tidings as long as we pay attention & are willing to let shit go. Cuz the Tower’s doing us a favor! It's letting us know we can’t continue on the path we’re on, carrying overdue shit, so rather than making a nuisance of itself, its gonna tap out. Take your cue from the Tower & fall hard for yourself. Do everything in your power for your #1 crush to thrive, even when it scares the shit outta you!

EARTH:

boundaries, rituals, & reciprocity.

Apprentice of bottles: You’re being prepared for a journey or destination that you're not being explicitly told about. The femmiverse is keeping that a secret cuz you probably would say some shit like, “Oh, I don't deserve it,” etc. She isn’t asking for your opinion, she's just gonna give it to you little by little.

AIR:

thoughts, beliefs, & perceptions.

TWO of BOTTLES, it's that feeling of falling in love, where it feels like there's so much possibility & excitement & hope! It's about wanting to offer your vulnerability & trust, about having hearts for eyes for your life, & about being willing to receive love. Now is the time to open up cuz the Femmiverse can give it to you & you deserve it, but if you don't let it in, its not gonna be able to do its thing.

FIRE:

purification, transformation, & power.

FIVE of BOTTLES is about practicing the boundaries you’ve been learning, implementing them knowing that people might flat out resist them. You might find out you’ve been giving more than you should've been, & certain characters have grown accustomed to that. When you hold a standard of making people earn what you give them, you invite others to be in relationship with you in ways that honor reciprocity. Plus, it’ll probs get rid of those that wanna freeload off of your magic. They will show themselves the door one way or another.

WATER:

feelings, receptivity, nourishment.

Artist of feathers. Allow your heart to do what it does best. Bottom for it unabashedly. Your heart wants to show you grand gestures of love, connection, diving headfirst into intimacy, making yourself happy, feeling connected to your body, music, food--all the things that make you happy. Stop telling telling yourself, “Oh I can have this later...” why wait??? Don't gamble with it, hoping it doesn’t spoil before you’ve done enough work to “earn” treats your heart & the Femmeiverse have so generously brought you. It might feel too indulgent but let yourself have that shit. Now.

CONNECT WITH YOUR ANCESTORS!

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Week of Grief Pie & Sweet Salves: June 17-22

6/16/2018

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Deer Tender One,

I am writing from a broken-open place. Though my heart is in pieces, I still believe the pain I'm feeling will not be in vain. It's not easy, & someone had to help me get out the words, "I believe something good will come from this," but once I did, I knew they were true. The Gemini New Moon last week had me stirring inside while in a flurry on the outside, & it was a trip down memory lane that reminded me of how much I love to put my deepest feelings & softest dreams into words. It is my way to connect & communicate with the Femmeiverse & my past / present / future ancestral self, turning on some kind of beacon so the life I’m trying to femmeifest can find me. I am writing myself back into health, balance, & power. I am writing my whole self into existence.

I don’t know what’s transpiring in your world, deer one, but I wish for you a safe place to rest & food that brings you joy, comfort & hope. These are the life ingredients I am holding closest to me at the moment. It is a salve that saves me without fail. Today I talked to & caressed produce at the farmer’s market down the street, smelled & was kissed by the rain while enjoying a sky full of grey clouds, & ate a bean burrito smothered in green chili with a fully carbonated Dr. Pepper. These are ways that I fill my heart & remind myself that I can still feel alive even though I am holding such deep, devastating grief.

I am eating my slice of grief pie slowly, one bite of shitty shit paired with a meal that delights me at a time, kinda like Mary Poppins’ spoonful of sugar to help the medicine go down. I guess that makes my grief my medicine. Tarot for the People is born for & of that same medicine as grief place inside of me. May it be the sweetness that makes eating your slice of grief pie easier. Let's do this together.

xo
Dacia

I juuuuust wanna name that right now, at 9:58 am Tuesday morn,
I've received $15.55 from ALL BIPOC (Black, Indigenous, People of Color).
Thank you, babes of my heart, for your support! xoxo

SPIRIT:

theme of the week.

Make daydreaming a priority, fold it into with your other daily / weekly routines.
This is how you connect with your heart, your Spirit, & the Femmeiverse.
This is how you protect the delicate balance of your life.
If you’re doubting your choices that might be a sign you’re taking on other people’s shit.
Your heart has some answers for you, but first get rid of emotional baggage that is not yours you’ve acquired through your familial & intimate relationships.
Once the stage is set, clarity will play out.

EARTH:

purpose & sacred cycles.

You’re gonna have to face with the hoop on fire in your life.
I don’t know what that is for you, but I’m guessing that you were avoiding this at all costs.
You’re completing a cycle, so don’t be discouraged by all your previous attempts to address this challenge.
When you propel yourself through this hoop on fire, you are choosing a life you’ve never known before. It’s ok if you’re scared / hesitant / unsure.
Keep the vision of where you want to land in your mind. See it there. Feel it there. This is how you make it happen.
Throw some caution to the wind & trust non-linear process. It’s gonna take too long.

AIR:

beliefs & perceptions of the world.

Discover who you really are.
Birth your own creation story. Make up any kinda shit you want!
Tell me how the Moon mothered you, how your ancestors tuck you into bed every night, how the Milky Way was your childhood playmate
Contradict yourself & let your imagination spin webs.
Write, sing, speak, dance, cry yourself into existence.
The shit that has happened thus far in your life cannot define you.

FIRE:

purification, transformation, & desire.

You're being tempered.
I’m sorry it’s unbearable right now, but I think you’ll be pleased to know the life you’ve been asking for is on its way.
Don’t give up now. Keep breathing through the pain. You’re on the crest of breaking open.
You are bringing necessary ingredients over from the Spirit World, & that’s never easy.
Unconditional love. Surrender. Forgiveness. All for you.
Death & rebirth feel remarkably similar. If you feel like you’re dying, you’re birthing yourself anew.

WATER:

tears-happiness, frustration, grief, pleasure.

As someone who heavily identifies with water & a water sign, I feel personally attacked by this card lol.
THE CODE says that I’m in charge, that what I say goes, & I don’t have to do shit I don’t wanna do.
Don’t waste your time feeling guilty for taking care of yourself & your business. Nobody else can do this for you.
Take your cues from your Spirit / Intuition / the Femmeiverse if you’re feeling like your foundations are getting fucked up.
Your wild heart rules all. Let it.
Rage & grief are part of your life, too. Give them the same respect as forgiveness & unconditional love. They’ve got shit to teach you.

CONNECT WITH YOUR ANCESTORS!

START YOUR HEALING NOW

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