Spring Anew

Deer Tender Heart,
This week’s reading feels like powerful magic.  Maybe it’s because spring is just around the corner.  Maybe it’s the high energies that reside between the eclipses.  Maybe it’s the waxing moon.  Maybe it’s simply time for magic shit to happen. 
 
I sit here writing you missing that one hour we lost to the time change, eggs soft frying on the stove, potatoes in the oven, & my favorite sourdough waiting patiently for their toasting to commence.  Panda is upstairs still asleep because I want this time with you to write.  & it’s raining.  & today is the birthday of someone I loved deerly who broke my heart.  & I’ve been in Philly for 5 months now, & I’m starting to feel hopeful & my depression hasn’t been bad for a little while now.  & I think this is what healing feels like.
 
I come to you today with these offerings, hoping that you are healing, too, that you are finding ways to trust that heart of yours.  I hope, too, that when your spirit itches for new things you thought had already passed, that you chance them anyways.  I hope for you a life that loves you back, cherishes you back, & asks you the best questions you always think to ask others but that they don’t always reciprocate.
 
Sending my best heart woo, love.
 
xo
Lettie

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SPRING ANEW

ACE OF BONES
(Earth)

​Skulls in the Collectve Tarot deck are always the Ancestors showing up to be like, Hey!  & this card is like, Hey, hey hey!!!  Why are they showing up so strong for you right now?  They want you to know that they support you magic, your power, & that they are always holding the vision of your softest, happiest, most deeply rooted self.  They know the satiated you, the one so full your hands become instruments of fecundity, & if you are in search of your way back to this self, they are here to help.
 
We all are always connected, as the candle burning brightly atop the skull indicates, & the rings of light emanating are also visible representations of how that connection reverberates outward, only strengthening said connection.  If you were thinking about or felt called to do some femmeifesting in your life, this would be a good time to do it.  Creative projects will also be inspired! 

I don’t know what the weather is doing where you are, but here in Philly this past week we got a long taste of summer, not even spring—summer!—so, I just wanna let you know that life is coming back.  The undertow of winter is gonna spit you out!  That also means whatever was brewing in that undertow for you can now breathe on its own, you can let it grow into whatever promises the two of you made.

THE FOOL

This card itches with life today.  Sometimes it holds more of an, Ok, here we go again! energy, but not today.  The Fool is the first card of the major arcana, & brings all of the wisdom from having just finished everything up with the proceeding World card.  The Fool wants to inspire you to get ready for the Spring Equinox that is just around the corner, because the trees & flowers & baby animals are not gonna be the only beings coming back to life!
 
The Fool wants to breathe fresh air into your lungs, wants to wake you up before the sun so you can watch the moon melt into the sun, wants to help you restart that one project that’s been biting at your fingertips all winter.  Let the Fool work their magic for you.  Let yourself come back.
 

THREE OF KEYS
(Fire)

Imagine that you were hungry one day, & you wanted that One Thing you used to eat, but you can’t remember how it was prepared.  You call your mom, auntie, dad, someone frm your family of origin for the recipe, someone you love & trust to whatever degree, & then you go home to make that One Thing.  It looks good, but when you taste it, something is off.  So you follow the recipe again, because it must be you (not the recipe), & try it again, & it really does taste like shit.  Wtf?  Now you examine that recipe with your critical thinking skills, & notice that certain ingredients don’t belong in there, or at least you wouldn’t have added them.

 Here is where you can do a couple of different things that will yield different results: You can call up whoever gave you this recipe & you can be like, “Wtf is that recipe you gave me?” & they’ll probably get defensive because defensive.  Or you can follow your own intuition & add a little of this, take away some of that, & there—that’s better!  Now it tastes like Your Thing & not that One Thing.  This recipe is now yours.
 
The recipe isn’t just about a dish (though you are, completely!), it’s about love—how to get it, how to keep it, how to get it back, how to act, what kind of behaviors are acceptable.  It’s about life—how to be happy, how much to give, when to ask for help, how to make everyone believe everything’s ok!  It’s about Your Life, sweet one, & how sometimes even when we’re living our own lives, we’re acting on old recipes that aren’t doing shit for us.  Heal those recipes, love.  Heal them because you need them, & heal them so the next time you share your dish & someone asks, “Can I get your recipe?” you know exactly what you’re handing over.

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