 Hello lovelies, It's a new year & time for Panda Pie & I to get some essentials for our bedroom. Since we hauled our sweet faces to the other side of the country, we had to leave practically everything, including blankets & pillows. Thus far we've been borrowing, but it is time for us to get our own. Saving money as a single parent with a part time day job & part time tarot hustle is really hard, so I'm here fundraising & offering you a great incentive: 2 tarot readings for $75! How do you get this limited time offer? All you gotta do is send an email & Paypal payment to [email protected] no later than January 3rd, & you can schedule your readings for whenever! You can even share one with a friend! When you gift yourself this amazing deal, you'll be helping us get things like:
If you wanna get a feel for my style of reading tarot, you can find recent readings for this past full moon & the coming new year, as well as testimonials here. I hope to read some cards with you soon, & you can enjoy our morning selfie sesh in our new room!   Deer Sweet Ones, Now that things are flowing & the pace has been set, it is time to unclench your hands & jaws & take a deep breath. The recent slew of knock you on your ass bumps on your path were not merely testing your ability to survive, the Femmeiverse brought you to this specific location of your life as an answer to some kind of prayer or ask you made on your own behalf. When? I can't tell you. But what I do know is that this orchestration came from one of the purest versions of your Ancestral selves, the Healer, also known as the Magician. As the Magician is not the first-first card of the major arcane, this signifies that all that has occurred really is part of your path, & since starting the journey can often be the biggest challenge, your task now is to keep moving. & keep your senses open for any signs that may come your way. & since we’re on the topic of signs, did you know that you can craft signs just for you? The first time I realized I could ask for signs from the Femmeiverse that were specifically for me was about 8 years ago. I was still grieving the loss of a baby & wanted to know if their spirit was still with me. I remember taking a walk on that gray day & talking aloud to bare trees & the sky. I remember feeling like I was breaking, which is probably why I was so desperate as to craft my own signs. “If you’re still with me, let me know. I want a sign that is joyful & undeniable & makes me believe again.” Believe in what exactly? I wasn’t sure, but I knew I needed it. It’s so easy for me to ask for signs & then completely ignore them when they show up, like, That’s not my sign! I’ll just wait for the next one, thank you very much. I allowed myself to stay open for the rest of the day, because I’ll try most anything at least once for curiousity’s sake. & before the sun set, my sign came. There was a tree in the back yard of my parent’s house, & I had observed my dad holding a bag of bird seed headed for the back yard more than once, & inquired about it one day. “What’s that for?” “It’s for the birds!” “Oh, yeah, ok.” His response beguiled me because nobody, neither myself nor my three sisters, had ever seen a bird perch on the branches of this tree. We thought it was cute, but maybe his bird seed devotion had more to do with the fact my dad has to always be doing something. I filed it away as something maybe we had in common—a connections to birds. After my walk asking for signs, I went back to my parent’s house, & when I looked out the windows to the back yard I saw that lone tree completely covered with birds! Not one or two or a handful, but a whole treeful! Unable to contain my surprise I yelled out, “Look! Dad was right! There are birds!” My sisters & I all flocked to the windows, laughter spilling everywhere, & then I knew. I began to cry happy tears as I realized that this really was my sign—joyful, undeniable, & makes me believe in something. Spirit Bug, the baby/Ancestor that left was still with me, teaching me important lessons, including making me believe again in me. Makes me believe again in me. The Magician is working in your life, always has, & now it is time to hold your own magical hand & witness what grows & unfolds. You can trust this process, no matter what happens. I trust your process, no matter what happens. & I wouldn't be surprised if the Magician brought things together in way one might describe as miraculous. Unendingly abundant, Lettie If you’d like to make an important donation to support this valuable work, you can donate to my Paypal at [email protected]. I’d really love to receive $50-$100 for my creative efforts & healing channeling today in the form of this post. Your energy exchange of $1-$50 makes all the difference! Thank you so much! 2016: The Reign of your Magician |
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I came up with a new spread just for us! It is loosely based on my personal spread that I showed you last week, but with much broader questions & intentions to try & capture the essence of 2016.
If you wanna do this spread yourself, make sure that you start the tarot spread with a card from the major arcana. I pulled cards from my deck until just the Magician showed up, & once it did, I pulled the rest of the cards & placed them in numerical order. Let's get started!
If you wanna do this spread yourself, make sure that you start the tarot spread with a card from the major arcana. I pulled cards from my deck until just the Magician showed up, & once it did, I pulled the rest of the cards & placed them in numerical order. Let's get started!
1: the Magician (theme)Since the Magician is all about taking action & healing, it is fair to assume that the Magician is squaring up with you to start your journey of deeper healing & opening! The only one you are guaranteed to help heal in this world is yourself, so that is where you'll start. The infinity symbol on the chest of the wildcat means that you will travel forward & backward in time for this healing, & that as you heal yourself you also heal forward & backward in your lineage. You also have all four elements at your feet, air (the sword), earth (the pentacle), fire (the wand), & water (the cup), which means you can femmeifest any & every thing you're gonna want or need! 2016 is asking you to fine tune your power & magical abilities, to strengthen them & become comfortable with them. You have permission from the Femmeiverse to become your most magical & powerful self! |  |
2: Nine of Swords |  |
3: Ace of Cups |  |
The Fool is here to offer guidance & support in navigating the challenge Ace of Cups foretells. The Fool wants you to consider some of this anxiety might also be the ache of flight stirring in your wings. & just because this card is called the Fool, the wisdom of the whole major arcana process resides in every bone in your blessed body.
5: Daughter of Swords |  |
Your healer self is in charge this year, maybe more so than any other. I know healing can feel like dying & crying & loneliness & betrayal & songs on repeat & struggle to wake up everyday, but I also know healing feels like sunshine I can't evade in a wide open room, like falling in love with the shape of my face & dead tooth smile, like sleeping all nigh without waking up once, like a row of tinctures from healer babes who love me, like I can't wait to write every fucking day.
Our time has come.
Our time has come.
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Deer Sweet Ones,
Let it flow. The tears. The fear. The gratitude. The long nights & the longer days. The disappointment. The hope. The remembering. Let it flow.
I once was in love where the first rule of this queership was “Don’t fall in love.” Sure, I thought. I wasn’t looking for anything love related. The sex was great when the nights were cold, & we both had stamina & the mouths of poets. To expect anything but love was foolish, that is very clear to me now, but in my fool hardy ways, I agreed. No love here.
Four months later I found that I was in a furious race between myself & myself, specifically Lettie the Builder & Lettie the Pourer. Lettie the Builder was busy building a dam, night & day, to keep the love feelings at bay, to keep them contained, to try & keep shit neat & tidy. & Lettie the Pourer was my heart, steady pouring love & adoration into the vessels of body & bedroom walls, concerned only with going there. The day I realized Lettie the Builder was going to lose I broke down & cried. “I love her,” I sobbed to my sister in her car. “Of course you do,” my sister replied.
Of course. I do.
Lettie the Builder never had a chance against Lettie the Pourer. I imagine Lettie the Builder telling myself, “Look at that tiny jug of water they’re pouring from! My dam building skills are more than adequate!” & Lettie the Pourer was like, “Hey! How are you? Can I tell you about all the things? Because OMG!” & while, yes, that jug was seemingly small, the volume it carries is limitless.
The day the dam burst, I felt a kind of relief. Lettie the Builder could finally rest, surrender to the waters that overcame our best efforts & intentions. We could finally let it flow. The disappointment of failing to house such a force of nature. The fear of losing someone I had come to love deeper than that damn dam. The gratitude for such a wild ride. The tears.
Let it flow.
Let your damn dam break. Give your Builder a much needed break & surrender to the Pourer. Instead of bracing for that first break of wave, take a deep breath & remind yourself you totally know how to float on your back. Your Pourer cannot disappoint.
Take care of your heart during this season of hard feelings & body memories & wishing things were different. I'm doing my best to take care of mine, too.
Unendingly Abundant,
Lettie
Let it flow. The tears. The fear. The gratitude. The long nights & the longer days. The disappointment. The hope. The remembering. Let it flow.
I once was in love where the first rule of this queership was “Don’t fall in love.” Sure, I thought. I wasn’t looking for anything love related. The sex was great when the nights were cold, & we both had stamina & the mouths of poets. To expect anything but love was foolish, that is very clear to me now, but in my fool hardy ways, I agreed. No love here.
Four months later I found that I was in a furious race between myself & myself, specifically Lettie the Builder & Lettie the Pourer. Lettie the Builder was busy building a dam, night & day, to keep the love feelings at bay, to keep them contained, to try & keep shit neat & tidy. & Lettie the Pourer was my heart, steady pouring love & adoration into the vessels of body & bedroom walls, concerned only with going there. The day I realized Lettie the Builder was going to lose I broke down & cried. “I love her,” I sobbed to my sister in her car. “Of course you do,” my sister replied.
Of course. I do.
Lettie the Builder never had a chance against Lettie the Pourer. I imagine Lettie the Builder telling myself, “Look at that tiny jug of water they’re pouring from! My dam building skills are more than adequate!” & Lettie the Pourer was like, “Hey! How are you? Can I tell you about all the things? Because OMG!” & while, yes, that jug was seemingly small, the volume it carries is limitless.
The day the dam burst, I felt a kind of relief. Lettie the Builder could finally rest, surrender to the waters that overcame our best efforts & intentions. We could finally let it flow. The disappointment of failing to house such a force of nature. The fear of losing someone I had come to love deeper than that damn dam. The gratitude for such a wild ride. The tears.
Let it flow.
Let your damn dam break. Give your Builder a much needed break & surrender to the Pourer. Instead of bracing for that first break of wave, take a deep breath & remind yourself you totally know how to float on your back. Your Pourer cannot disappoint.
Take care of your heart during this season of hard feelings & body memories & wishing things were different. I'm doing my best to take care of mine, too.
Unendingly Abundant,
Lettie
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Thank you so much!
Thank you so much!
This week's reading is based on the upcoming Full Moon in Cancer. My Sun in in Cancer, I understand. Sometimes I get tired & overwhelmed at my own feelings, but these unending waters have shaped me into the femme, mamma, friend, lover, healer, death eater that I am today. I have been tempered by my own tears, & that is it's own special super power. What I really wanna say is, Welcome to the world of feels! Will you be here long? I have so thoroughly enjoyed your company. Is there anything I can do to help make things more comfortable? Maybe this tarot reading can help.
Past & Present: |  *The Empress is from the Wild Unknown tarot deck **Lepidolite is from Visions: a crystal oracle deck |
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Ancestral post-its: |  |
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Hearts Still Beating,
Not gonna lie, I’ve never started out a reading with The Two of Bottles. It feels kinda intimidating because this card is my romance card, more so than the Lovers card ever is. I even thought about shuffling again & drawing new cards so I wouldn’t have to contend with possibly misrepresenting the Two of Bottles, contend with readers who are like, “What the fuck? Lettie is a liar!” but the more I sat with this card, the more I understood what messages it wants to bring. One day, one sleep, & one morning later, I am ready to convey the blessed shit Two of Bottles has to say.
Babe in service of the Femmeiverse,
Lettie
Not gonna lie, I’ve never started out a reading with The Two of Bottles. It feels kinda intimidating because this card is my romance card, more so than the Lovers card ever is. I even thought about shuffling again & drawing new cards so I wouldn’t have to contend with possibly misrepresenting the Two of Bottles, contend with readers who are like, “What the fuck? Lettie is a liar!” but the more I sat with this card, the more I understood what messages it wants to bring. One day, one sleep, & one morning later, I am ready to convey the blessed shit Two of Bottles has to say.
Babe in service of the Femmeiverse,
Lettie
I don’t often (enough?) come up with new tarot spreads, but I did for the Winter Solstice. Think of it less as a Past, Present, Future reading, & more Future, Future, Future. I’m sharing the format here so you can do your own reading!
Solstice Spread
Draw & place cards in numerical order.
CARD 2 CARD 4
The Star Two of Keys
CARD 1
Two of Bottles
CARD 3 CARD 5
Artist of Bottles The Instructor
Two of Bottles (1): Theme from Winter Solstice until Summer Solstice
The Star (2): One way for you to express or experience the theme
Artist of Bottles (3): Another way for you to express or experience the theme
Two of Keys (4): Underlying energy that will help focus the Star (2)
The Instructor (5): Underlying energy that will help focus Artist of Bottles (3)
Solstice Spread
Draw & place cards in numerical order.
CARD 2 CARD 4
The Star Two of Keys
CARD 1
Two of Bottles
CARD 3 CARD 5
Artist of Bottles The Instructor
Two of Bottles (1): Theme from Winter Solstice until Summer Solstice
The Star (2): One way for you to express or experience the theme
Artist of Bottles (3): Another way for you to express or experience the theme
Two of Keys (4): Underlying energy that will help focus the Star (2)
The Instructor (5): Underlying energy that will help focus Artist of Bottles (3)
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| My question to the Femmeiverse when Two of Bottles popped up was, “What do I need to know about the time between Winter Solstice & Summer Solstice?” up popped Two of Bottles. Woa. Two of Bottles is the card that foretells romance, that giddy feeling where you have the potential to fall in love with everything & everyone. When I think of this card I am reminded of one winter I was so in love & having multiple poems a day, that whenever I left her house I swam in sensuality & felt like flirting with anyone I interacted with—like the barista where I ordered my morning after coffee. I always felt leaving like I could potentially be that spark that started a fast acting fire of cleansing, or passion, or death eating, in any unsuspecting person’s day. Like, maybe they were standing next to me waiting to place their coffee order, then all of a sudden were overcome with the feeling of confessing their love, or drawing that boundary, or devoting themselves to that creative project they told themselves later about. I often recall that winter with mixed feelings, but the magic I uncovered those cold winter mornings, afternoons, & long nights still make me shiver & spark. The magic I uncovered has always been & will always be mine, & can be conjured without a lover. I am all I need, & you are too. This is the tidings Two of Bottles brings. Drink up. |  |
| The Star is an ominous card that wants you to know you are supported in a personal desire, especially if it is a bigger undertaking. It is deeply connected to your Ancestors & Guides, gently sharing, “You are more full than you realize, deer one. We are here, pouring our love into the vessel that is You.” Ancestors & Guides ask you to consider where do you feel full, supported, satiated to the degree of drowsy? That’s them collaborating with you in your life. Exhale. Sometimes it can be challenging to shift into a life of unending abundance, to feel that deep satiation, & Two of Keys wants you to act as if you are full, to communicate as if you are full, & in doing this, to stir the pot of abundant magic in your own body. Sure, trepidation & doubt is allowed, but remember that your Ancestors & Guides have been steady lending their own energies to yours. Turn the key that you alone hold. Nobody can do it for you. |  |
Two of Bottles + the Star + Two of Keys =
Yes, deer one, we are here to support your magic endeavors. Now is the time to be brave.
Yes, deer one, we are here to support your magic endeavors. Now is the time to be brave.
| There’s more. Artist of Bottles is here to show you that you can bring your heart out of hiding, out from behind those layers of protection, & it’s totally ok if you feel shy about it the whole time it is out. This is the season to try it out—you are safe, that’s what the lighthouse in the upper right side of the card is there to remind you of. Just as the lighthouse helps ships get safely to shore, they will also help keep that heart of yours safe, no crashing against sharp rocks for you & your tender-on-the-sleeve heart of yours. “Which part of my heart?” you ask? The survivor part, love. The ones in most need of your gentleness. The Instructor, which some of you may be familiar with from last week’s Sagittarius New Moon in Temperance reading, is here again to urge you in the direction of thrival—survival is not enough. So many of us are surviving things every day, every breath, & the Instructor wants you to know that you can create something beautiful with your survival. The something beautiful doesn’t need to be aesthetically pleasing, but it will highlight those scars in such a way that others who have similar scars will recognize you, your survival, & a healing connection can be made. |  |
Two of Bottles + Artist of Bottles + the Instructor =
Fall in love with the pieces you wish others would decode & uncover. Start & end there.
Fall in love with the pieces you wish others would decode & uncover. Start & end there.
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This was the first pic I took of Temperance. I feel like it's soft focus glow is to convey the angelic quality lol.
I’ve been sick this week, & way behind on all the things. I have a variety of chronic illnesses, & as a disabled fat brown femme, sometimes my internalized ableism still gets to me. I’ve done a lot of surviving by “pushing through it.” It can be anything from severe ptsd to not being able to breathe because of asthma to ignoring a flare of sciatica in my body as I walk the first half mile to the trolley stop, knowing there’s another half mile waiting for me once I get off. I knew the New Moon was this week, & I had all these plans (even wrote it in my planner!) so I wouldn’t be last minute writing, but I was just too sick to do it all. I really just want to share this part of my experience, the disabled & crazy parts of me, to gift myself space to take up so I can counteract how my survival so often dictates, “Smaller, Lettie, make yourself smaller.” Deep breath.
I drew this spread three days ago, & it has dutifully waited for me to finish our initial conversation. & while I was prepping to pull the first card, it totally jumped out at me! I was like, Oh, ok, it’s gonna be you! Temperance. That is the theme for this week, as well as for this moon cycle. Temperance is not a card I’ve spent a lot of time with, so it was kinda nice to sit with it & do some research. I actually found out that the correlating zodiac sign for Temperance is Sagittarius, too. Maybe that’s why Temperance was so excited!
The Temperance card depicts a non-binary angel who is practicing the every day alchemy of baking, while balancing so delicately with one foot in water & the other in the air. When this card comes up in a reading, it brings tidings of making sure you center yourself so you can complete long term or bigger goals, that’s why they are “testing the waters” with their toes. The waters that need to be tested can be related to emotion & spiritual matters. For example, are you ready & able to be responsible for your feelings? All of them? Do you all need a rest before continuing on? Are you asking your Ancestors or the Femmeiverse or your Guides for help? Are you sure you aren’t carrying emotional & energetic shit that is not yours? This Sagittarian angel babe is here to make sure your ducks are in a row!
This card also wants you to focus on your every day alchemy. What alchemy? you ask? This angel is demonstrating one of many magics you may or may not practice, the magic of baking; the taking of raw materials & combining them in such a way that the results yield often soft, warm, & yummy results that you can keep for yourself or share with others. Cooking is another magic. Sweeping your house, pouring salt in doorways, brewing teas & tinctures, & talking to your future ancestral self are other every day magics.
Another fun thing I like to do is share magics with friends. I once put together little jars of sea salt, rain water, dried lavender roses from my altar, & ash, & gifted them to femme loved ones. A few weeks ago, a femme friend of mine & I cooked together, all the while laughing & sharing stories, which was a much needed healing magic that reminded me that I can continue to femmeifest an abundance of sweet & sustainable things in my life. These are all important. What kinds of magic are you brewing? Take note, Precious Heart. Tis the season.
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Thank you so much!
Thank you so much!
I believe in your magic, pick your own card.
This week's Check in With You card choosing set up is correlating with the New Moon. You know how this goes:
- Grounding can be real simple. All it means is being aware of your breath & energy & calling it back to you. Sometimes when someone worries or is thinking of all the things, their energy is sent out & about. This can cause confusion & lack of clarity. To ground for this exercise, you can sit or stand & start noticing your breath. Slowly begin to take deeper, slower breaths. You can relax & close your eyes if that feels ok for you. Now, send your energy through your body & into the ground beneath you. The Earth can totally hold whatever you are sending.Think or feel about your question // situation
- Pick card 1 or card 2
If you have a clear question for the cards, great! If you don't, that's great, too! If you can't bring forth a concise question, just hold onto the feelings about your inquiry. Breathe with that intention. The Femmeiverse knows all the details.Scroll down to read about the card you picked. Now pick a card. I trust you know which one is yours.
The card you chose, the card that chose you, because healing in a two-way kinda thing.
1. Seeker of KeysIf you chose this card / this card chose you, you are being asked to take a moment to realize that more options have made themselves available to you. Perhaps this wasn't the case before, & there were only a few of these doors you knew of. But alas, you have struck a match! You now have new illumination & awareness on your side, & more doors, doors that were arguably there before! These doors are yours for the opening. Seeker of Keys is accompanied by Eight of Keys & Seeker of Bottles, both worthy & generous soothsayers. Eight of Keys is a card that tells you to Go! Go! GO! You have everything you need already, no more prepping for you. The Femmeiverse is also excited for you to go in this new direction, & is showing you with some fireworks, like a going away hurrah! Which direction? you say? Let's go there, with the Seeker of Bottles. Seeker of Bottles is the real card in charge here, don't be mislead that it came last. This journey began that one time your heart was full, you felt supported, & you let out a long exhale, closed your eyes, & told yourself you could, in fact, have it. You dreamt it, felt for a moment that you could reach right above you & pluck that dream from the ether & actually live it--that dream job that nourishes you back, that creative project that's been simmering in the back of your priorities, that far off place you're spirit's been wanting to visit or grow a new life in. The Femmeiverse is letting you know that circumstances have changed. Scarcity is not in charge. That ever strong dreamy heart of your is. |  Options, options, options!  |
2. The InstructorThe Instructor foretells --ships that will remind all parties involved that survival was not for naught. Mentorships, where you get to experience learning & sharing! Femmeships, where you can celebrate softness, strength, & magic! Loveships where snuggles, good food, & maybe even orgasms are part of the deal! & in all of these layers are opportunities to share with each other that hard won wisdom of your survival--the stories you carried even when you'd lost hope anyone would give a fuck, the rituals for connecting with your spirit while in solitude or exile, the scars. Oh, love, the scars. Those scars can breathe now, & be recognized as beautiful burning badges of your brilliance. You will meet someone(s) who can hold this space with you, & healing is inevitable. I feel like Seven of Bones is part of this. Seven of Bones, which is typically about root loss, the kind of loss you have no control over, is coming along for the ride because these new --ships can also be about root healing. & Nine of Keys says that this was not your first choice, understandably, as this was the only hoop on fire! While you may be adept at maneuvering hoops & such, the one on fire is rarely first pick. Sometimes you gotta exhaust all the other seemingly less disastrous options before you are ready for the one that burns in your name. & you are. These flames can't hurt you now. Let them remind you of the warmth you are bringing back to your body as you come back to life! |  We never survive alone.  |
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I AM BLESSED WITH UNENDING ABUNDANCE
Scarcity is something that I am working to heal all the time. I came across these cards at the end of my session with the Money Witch. I received a text with the image of one of the Money Magic Manifestation cards, & I liked it a lot.
A few weeks ago, I was able to get my own baby deck of Money Magic Manifestation cards (they fit in the palm of my hand), & within the last week I’ve started working with them. It has been really hard because every time I draw a card, I immediately start pushing back. This is my scarcity talking, yelling, whatever. But when I pulled I am blessed with unending abundance, & decided to journal about it, it some how felt accessible.
A few weeks ago, I was able to get my own baby deck of Money Magic Manifestation cards (they fit in the palm of my hand), & within the last week I’ve started working with them. It has been really hard because every time I draw a card, I immediately start pushing back. This is my scarcity talking, yelling, whatever. But when I pulled I am blessed with unending abundance, & decided to journal about it, it some how felt accessible.
"For the first time I don't want to rip a card to shreds! OMG, this is amazing."
I shifted the way I thought about it from bank account amount to ideas & inspiration, & that is when I was able to connect to that feeling of unending abundance. If I have and unending anything, it is words & ideas. Some things I came up were weekly writing offerings, like this one, Femmeifesting Heart Things, & Femmes to the Front Fridays.
I am also rich with poems about everything from zombies & vampires as metaphors for unworked, untouched intergenerational trauma to the freshest, sweetest femme love poems about the desert my heart belongs to. I have a plethora of femmeily who love me by feeding me from their own abundance, bringing groceries by, offering to be my Emergency Contact, who have walked me to my front door when my day has spiked with violence, & femmes who share their magical femmeifesting ways. & last, but certainly not least, I have the love & trust of a Panda Femme kiddo who shows me what is possible every time they forgive without duress, who calls my name to make sure I am close by because they know that I am here for them, & who knows my heart in ways that baffle me & keep me soft.
This makes me think about what it means to "[a]sk for [a life I] couldn't fathom living without," to give myself my everything, energy, effort, praise, & favor in hopes that I, too, get to receive unimaginably good things. So, this is me doing the things, connecting & believing with what is unendingly abundant in my life right now. This is my beginning.
Unendingly abundant,
Lettie
I am also rich with poems about everything from zombies & vampires as metaphors for unworked, untouched intergenerational trauma to the freshest, sweetest femme love poems about the desert my heart belongs to. I have a plethora of femmeily who love me by feeding me from their own abundance, bringing groceries by, offering to be my Emergency Contact, who have walked me to my front door when my day has spiked with violence, & femmes who share their magical femmeifesting ways. & last, but certainly not least, I have the love & trust of a Panda Femme kiddo who shows me what is possible every time they forgive without duress, who calls my name to make sure I am close by because they know that I am here for them, & who knows my heart in ways that baffle me & keep me soft.
This makes me think about what it means to "[a]sk for [a life I] couldn't fathom living without," to give myself my everything, energy, effort, praise, & favor in hopes that I, too, get to receive unimaginably good things. So, this is me doing the things, connecting & believing with what is unendingly abundant in my life right now. This is my beginning.
Unendingly abundant,
Lettie
| Lettie Laughter has over 10 years experience reading tarot. To book your own magical 60 or 90 minute tarot reading with them, go here! You can also take a one-on-one tarot class, tailored just for you, with Lettie! For more information on how to save your spot in this first time ever opportunity, go here. |  tbt selfie, honoring my gemini moon. |
BECAUSE MY LIFE IS A QUEER BROWN FEMME LOVE LETTER.
BECAUSE FEMMES HAVE KEPT ME ALIVE.
BECAUSE FEMMES HAVE HEALED ME.
BECAUSE WE ARE OFTEN UNDERSERVED.
BECAUSE WE ARE OVERWORKED.
BECAUSE WE NEED MORE SUPPORT.
BECAUSE WE DESERVE HEALING, TOO.
BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO LIVE IN A WORLD WITHOUT FEMMES, & YOU DON'T EITHER.
Deerest Femmes,
You can schedule a reading for yourself & other femmeily members on any Friday at this discounted price! Just go here, & pick a Friday date, & click on Femmes to the Front Fridays! I can't wait to meet you & work with all your brilliance & softness.
xoxo
Lettie
BECAUSE FEMMES HAVE KEPT ME ALIVE.
BECAUSE FEMMES HAVE HEALED ME.
BECAUSE WE ARE OFTEN UNDERSERVED.
BECAUSE WE ARE OVERWORKED.
BECAUSE WE NEED MORE SUPPORT.
BECAUSE WE DESERVE HEALING, TOO.
BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO LIVE IN A WORLD WITHOUT FEMMES, & YOU DON'T EITHER.
Deerest Femmes,
You can schedule a reading for yourself & other femmeily members on any Friday at this discounted price! Just go here, & pick a Friday date, & click on Femmes to the Front Fridays! I can't wait to meet you & work with all your brilliance & softness.
xoxo
Lettie
I BELEIVE IN YOUR MAGIC, PICK YOUR OWN CARD
Hey Sweet One, you dealing with stuff? Need a quick check in with you but feel confused about the signs? No problem, this is totally normal, & I've got a solution for you: Check in with you Wednesday!
How this works:
How this works:
- Grounding can be real simple. All it means is being aware of your breath & energy & calling it back to you. Sometimes when someone worries or is thinking of all the things, their energy is sent out & about. This can cause confusion & lack of clarity. To ground for this exercise, you can sit or stand & start noticing your breath. Slowly begin to take deeper, slower breaths. You can relax & close your eyes if that feels ok for you. Now, send your energy through your body & into the ground beneath you. The Earth can totally hold whatever you are sending.Think or feel about your question // situation
- Pick card 1, 2, or 3
If you have a clear question for the cards, great! If you don't, that's great, too! If you can't bring forth a concise question, just hold onto the feelings about your inquiry. Breathe with that intention. The Femmeiverse knows all the details.Scroll down to read about the card you picked. Now pick a card. I trust you know which one is yours.
THE CARD YOU CHOSE, THE CARD THAT CHOSE YOU (BECAUSE HEALING IS A TWO-WAY KINDA THING)
- Nine of Bones: This card is asking you to bring you energy in a bit. This backbone tree trunk is about having a strong inner core, & the need to nourish or start there. If you've spread yourself real thin lately, bring it back so you can make some big things happen. I mean, especially before a big project, spend ample time grounding, sending your energy down first to connect with a source bigger than you & me so that that channel can support you.
- Six of Bones: This is the "Sweet Success"card. If you ever needed a sign that this endeavor was gonna pull through how you need it to, this is it. The fox on this card is relaxing outside their den, their home, having jumped through all the hoops, completed all the tricks, & whatever else felt unnecessary & totally necessary, & they got what they wanted. & so will you.
- The Moon: The Moon is on your side. The power of the Moon is not as pronounced as the Sun, but that's because patriarchal reasoning has told us so. The power of the Moon is subtle but all encompassing & is planning to turn the tide in your favor. Your only task is to trust that when an opportunity presents itself to you, it is in fact yours. Hop on board. Bring your snacks. Chart your path. & the same Moon that pulls the tides in will turn in in your favor.
Good luck! I know you are doing it because you are here!
xoxo
Lettie
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Lettie Laughter has over 10 years experience reading tarot. To book your own magical 60 or 90 minute tarot reading with them, go here. You can also take a one-on-one tarot class, tailored just for you, with Lettie. For more information on how to save your spot in this first time ever opportunity, go here.
Photo by Wit López, 2016.
Dacia Holliday
is a chronically ill queer indigenous femme, community healer, poet, playwright, & performer extraordinaire. They live, love, femmeifest, & write in the desert.
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